my future

Is my future, to be predetermined already? Is a parent suppose to be more supportive instead of demanding?

The thing is, i, do not have confident to NUS. I would like very much to stay in Singapore and survive here. MDIS. why cant i go? Why must you harbour the concept that only people who are incapable are to go to MDIS. what is wrong with wanting to aim somewhere i am comfortable with? my GPA is 2.73. i cannot handle NUS. It is beyond my limitation.

i cant sleep. troubling matters. hate project mates who ditch stuff to other people.
i need a hug. badly. i need to re-evaluate myself.

I need to stop missing my friends and blaming people. I need to...

hahahaa

credits to HUDAAARGH hahaha hudaaarghsnortss!

goofing

I always seemed, unsure of making my own decisions. Afraid to face wrong decisions because i trust myself to make the right ones.

however this time i am sure, i've made the right one! :)

i miss huiwen too but there's so much things at hand. @.@ i am confuse and tired.

so cute right? i know.

he looks naked hahahahaha! he lost a game of chess with me. TOLD YOU IM A PRO! :D

hahaha constipated look. still as adorable! (L)

dum dum di di dum!

Update on Joel Quek's Fanclub!

I LOVE YOU! - From crazy fan named Priscilla Lam Jing Yi.

and i mean it!

And these are the pictures to show our kids next time! :D










FOR YOU AMATEURS who don't know how to remove a cap, here's how i got my sexy and hot model to demostrate for you.




so cute right? irresistable man! :D

i wonder

I wonder if she ever reads my blog.
HOPE NOT! you might not like hearing the most profane language coming from the sweetest girl in the world. but i think most people thought that this is deleted, thus! i can blog with no worries, right?

Dreams aint realistic. but but sometimes dreams really reflect your inner worries, or whatsoever. Esplanade concert? no way will he watch with you some boring old expensive concert. you wanted me to go because you thought like i love him so much then i'll like pay for him right! you evil hag!
( i am scolding a virtual girl in my dream. am i going insane!)


and i dont know why i cant sleep already sooooo i checked out her blog. ONLY 2 ENTRIES on him! pathetic lah!

so, i want to take the chance to like, erm tell joel quek xiu huang, yes you. that i really really really love you and and and like i will post about you everyday!

i still like the twinkle twinkle song you sang!

social comparisons. i am still comparing! wait i think she's fatter, or maybe i am fatter! OMG. :/

be a good girl Priscilla and listen to him!

feeling the blogging mood

Do you have times when you feel like blogging? those times are when you really want to find a pig somewhere and take its blood right. so that well, you will get swine flu not. :D

okay.according to the 8 stages of Erikson's Theory, i am now in the 6th stage, whose challenge is to commit to a loving relationship.

have i fulfilled? yes.

but something else is bugging me. asshole. give me the damn pig's blood. i need to be swine flu-ed not!